A couple days ago i found out some news that not really upset me as much as it did, aggrivate me. I was talking to my mom and she told me my brother had called. WHOA! he is sapposed to be in Iraq, we were glad to hear from him, until we found out that he wasn't in IRAQ! he hadn't even gone there yet, so the day that I thought he left, he actually hadn't. He has been held back for his deployment because of the car accident he go in a while ago involving a semi. So the dr's keep pushing back his deployment date. NICE HUH? Why is it so hard to pick up a phone and let your family know that you are not in the blood bath war zone everyone thinks you are in? man that really pisses me off that he didn't think that he should call us, and then when he does it is because he wants my mom to do something for him. MAN! people are really getting to me lately, how can some people be so inconsiderate to others that do SO MUCH FOR THEM? How can people not realize that the ones they hurt the most are the ones that help them the most?

I look at michelle and her new baby and am just amazed that one tiny little man can change someones life so much, for the better. Can change how a person is, their instincts, their actions, everything. When I talk to her there is such a different tone in her voice, She seems so happy and fulfilled to the brim. I have yet to meet my new nephew, but when I do tonight it will be great. I can't wait until im the one in her position getting to snuggle with a beautiful little baby that smells so lovely, and just thinks you are the greatest person in the world, to them you are a hero, you can conquer anything. Im sure in the back of her mind she is wondering why the hospital sent her home with a baby and no owners manual.

so after starting this post on a bad note I will end it on a good one. Love to all