on cloud 9

I Can't believe Josh and I have been together for 41/2 years already. It seems like it was just yesterday that I was apologizing to him for being mean when we were sophomores in high school. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of him and how happy he makes me. I am definitley blessed to have him in my life. Without his encouragement and push, I don't know where I would be in my life right now. He has taguht me to not care what people think about me, don't let people get to me, and if they talk about me I must be pretty popular. It seeme like he and I were meant to be together and fit like a puzzle piece. Without him I wouldn't be able to live in a home that we can call "ours". Without him I wouldn't have the self confidence that I do (although it isnt alot, it is better than what it was.) I don't think I would be as responsible as I am now, because I would just be doing what I want, not htinking of anyone else that I have to take care of but myself. Sometimes I just stare at him when he is sleeping and just smile. He makes me so happy that I wish everyone could experience what I feel when I am with him. To this day I still get butterflies in my stomach when I hear his truck coming around the corner after work. My family loves him as if he were one of their own. Sometimes they call my phone because they want to talk to him but don't have his number. Geeze! Im perfectly content with sitting at home watching tv as long as I am with him. He doesn't have to spend alot of money to make me happy. He is my world and I don't know what I would do without him in it.