Tuesday, January 29, 2008

you've got to be frickin kidding me...

From what I heard and understand, my dads shunt problems were due to the mere fact that it wasn't programmed to him correctly. HUH? Isn't it just a tube thingy that goes in the head and drains the spinal fluid to the belly? HUH? Whatever these yahoos are doing is very confusing. My stepmom is very upset, understandably, who wouldn't be? I have been at work biting my nails wondering how dad was doing. My uncle said the doctors said it was't programmed right, from what he understood, and that we wouldn't kow for sure until tomorrow after they do a cat scan. go frickin figure. HUH? Can't we just get him to denver and get him some new treatment and get him to wake up for god sakes? why do we have to keep going through all this crap to get to the positive side of things. Im very mad with the coal mine he worked at, I understand that it is a 365 day, 24hour job, but making your guys work on rigs the size of houses in a snow storm, at 40 and 50 degree angles, and icy conditions isn't the safest in my book, Im no genious, but I don't think it's very safe. They even received a safety award for 2007, maybe I just don't understand how things work, but I don't think it is very safe.
Im exhausted from this ordeal, I want my dad to wake up so we can talk, mend fences, see each other face to face, blue eyes to blue eyes, have him focus his eyes on my face when he wakes up. This all just sucks, sucks the big pickle.




I think I will get my prozac prescription refilled............................

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